People who think Depression is a choice, take a second to think. How would it feel to wake up and not have the emotional strength to face people. To think that time is just passing by with no real reason. To feel so alone even when you are sitting in a room full of people. To have to put on a face and hide your feelings because no one would care anyway. To lose friends because you can't find the strength to go out and you can't physically be 'happy'. To cry yourself to sleep, hoping you wouldn't wake up then when you do you are exhausted from the night before, and it all starts again. You try to hide your feelings hoping no one would notice and if you slip up all you get called is attention seeking and 'emo'. Now tell me why someone would choose that? Depression is an illness, not a choice.
I wonder what it feels like to not be depressed all the time...
I wonder what it’s like to feel happy, all day, everyday. To feel optimistic most of the time. To not constantly doubt your life, to not worry that everything in your life is going wrong.
I want to be able to think that everything will get better, instead of worse.
WELL YOU'RE ON TUMBLR EVERYDAY SO THAT'S NOT EXACTLY WORKING YOUR ASS OFF. unless you work it off when you're with Jenn....;)
soccerandlulz replied to your post: Bragging about going to the gym, eh? AND SLEEP IS FOR THE ONES WHO WORK THEIR ASSES OFF ALL WEEK AND BARELY GET 2 HOURS OF SLEEP A NIGHT
NO I AM JUST SAYING THAT IS WHEN I AM ALLOWED TO SLEEP! AND EXCUSE ME LIKE I DON’T WORK MY ASS OFF?
If I wer ur boyfriend,I'd tell every1, I'd listen 2 dreams & make time f4 fun, I'd meet ur parents & be very nice And I won't complain about burned 'Instant Rice'.If I wer ur boyfriend,I'll hav ur back,I'll hold u at nyt & help u relax,I'd try 2 catch u if ever u fall And go INSIDE d store,if we go 2 d mall,If I wer ur boyfriend,I'd always be near, I'd NEVER hit u,there'd be nothing 2 fear,If I wer ur boyfriend,I'd always be me. (:
WHY ARE YOU SO PERFECT :’(
AND WHY CAN’T YOU LIVE IN AMERICA :’(
also “instant rice” lololololololololololololol
If I wer ur boyfriend,we'd see it ol I'd stay up at nyt & wait 4 UR call, I'd kis u & hug u & make u smile,We'd sit in ur bedroom & talk 4 awhile,If I wer ur boyfriend,I'd open d door,I'd pay 4 ur dinner & let u get mor,I'd patiently wait 2 get ready 2 go,If I had a problem,I'd let u know,If I wer ur boyfriend,I'd be faithful & true,I'd nvr,& I mean nvr,make u feel blue,I won't call u so often,u feel like I'm stalking And I wouldn't get jealous if it WAS 'just talking. ---